{THE EULOGY OF MY UNCARING; THE ELEGY OF MY APATHY} {DEAR DIARY: Diary Of The Man Behind The Mask}
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
When I close my eyes every night and tell myself that everything will be fine the next day, but when i open my eyes the next day i find myself stuck in the very same shit. 'Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you when you think everything's okay and everything's going right'. Got this phrase from this song performed by this acoustic guitarist at Barcelona. It's actually called 'Ironic' by Alanis Morissette. Darling Im really sorry if i've made you worried in any ways. It's not that i don't wanna share my woes with you but just that i feel that i'm adding burden to our relationship which i don't want that to happen because i really cherish what we have. Please be assure that i didn't do anything behind your back to betray our relationship. I just need time to adjust myself and your trust & faith. Guess you must be angry with me that's why you didn't reply my messages in the late morning. Anyway i wanna share this song with anyone whose viewing my bullshits for this song has become my theme.
Ironic
by Alanis Morissette
An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It´s a black fly in your Chardonnay
It´s a death row pardon two minutes too late
Isn´t it ironic ... don´t you think
Chorus:
It´s like rain on your wedding day
It´s a free ride when you´ve already paid
It´s the good advice that you just didn´t take
Who would ´ve thought ... it figures
Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids good-bye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
" Well isn´t this nice ... "
And isn´t it ironic ... don´t you think
Repeat chorus
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything´s okay and everything´s going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything´s gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face
A traffic jam when you´re already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It´s like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It´s meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn´t it ironic ... don´t you think
A little too ironic ... and yeah I really do think ...
Repeat chorus
Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out
Bambino D 4:01 am
Who Am I?
Name:Don
Bdae:Month & Date Of An Capricorn
Nicks:CaPriUdoN
Motto:Love is a lie which humans chose to believe
Contact:www.i_love_soba@yahoo.com.sg
When everything is nothing, and nothing is everything
Each day is an endless race like a moth flying aimlessly towards the light
Slowly bit by bit my soul is rotting
I just need to lose myself
Music
Artist: Avril Lavigne
Song: Knockin on Heavens Door
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