{THE EULOGY OF MY UNCARING; THE ELEGY OF MY APATHY} {DEAR DIARY: Diary Of The Man Behind The Mask}
Sunday, September 12, 2004
I was taking the MRT home yesterday, then flashback of recent incidents came haunting me again. I looked at the people around me and started reflecting on myself. Then I remember one of my friend who told me a motivational story and a series of encouraging words to bring me back to the right path again. So, I started to draft out a list of things to do to air my thoughts while at the same time preparing my mindset to face a new chapter in life. I wrote a list of things to do, i went back to do drawings, write songs, brush up my guitar skills, looking for recipes online(no bull-shitting), reading a new book, even attempting to write yet another story. After i've posted my first story, Fairy Tale Of An Unreachable Love, i've found interest in writing short love stories. No exactly excellent, but i guess life is about trying out new things. I'll post the story once I've completed it for now i've just started only. From gym sessions to singing ktv with friends and clubbing, perhaps I'm just back to my old self with my usual hangout, indulging in leisure, keeping my mind pre-occupied, escaping reality, whatever. I call this conditioning for evolution. For the better or worse, we all evolve in one way or another. Yes, I'm referring to our thoughts. Thoughts that need to change for the better and in order to improve, but always remember to keep what we think it's right in our mind, which is our moral, principle and our sanity. Guess I talk too much serious shit for now. This is a drawing i've just completed this afternoon. It's supposed to be a phoenix.
Bambino D 8:24 am
Who Am I?
Name:Don
Bdae:Month & Date Of An Capricorn
Nicks:CaPriUdoN
Motto:Love is a lie which humans chose to believe
Contact:www.i_love_soba@yahoo.com.sg
When everything is nothing, and nothing is everything
Each day is an endless race like a moth flying aimlessly towards the light
Slowly bit by bit my soul is rotting
I just need to lose myself
Music
Artist: Avril Lavigne
Song: Knockin on Heavens Door
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