{THE EULOGY OF MY UNCARING; THE ELEGY OF MY APATHY} {DEAR DIARY: Diary Of The Man Behind The Mask}
Tuesday, March 29, 2005

It's nice to blog again. At least i get to say what i felt deep down in my heart without hiding. You may ask 'why hide?', well people hide because they don't wanna show their everything, making them feel naked about it and hence exposing their weaknesses. For me, maybe, sometimes it's because i simply think too much in other people's shoes whereby i fear the impact of the truth may be on others as it did to me, or to vividly visualize the undesirable outcome. That day i was chatting with god-sis(mich) online & she told me that she saw my pics on her* blog recently. So i decided to take a look and happened to know more. I hope that 'story' about cancer wasn't real coz i know the pain of cancer since it happened to one of my closest person, but miraculously healed. Even then, medication still haunts him and it hurts me as much as it does to him. Anyway i've a story that i wrote to tell and it's called 'bus-trip'. Oh ya, I've just coloured my hair again. Be sure to drop by my memorial of timesoon to see my new look. Cheerios.


BUS-TRIP

Astro is a young lad who boarded this special bus called the 'L' bus. This bus is unlike any buses, because it brings people to different destinations in their life. Of course, like SBS & trans island, it's got different buses numbers of its own bringing people to different places, but in this case it's not important what bus number he took. During the bus ride, he met different people in all kinds of form, shape & sizes. Then, Astro met this girl called Tinklebell, and they had a great time knowing another. As time goes by, Astro hopes that Tinklebell would eventually be the one to alight with him at the same destination in his life. But soon after Tinklebell alights the bus to board another bus as she found out the bus does not lead her to the stop where she wanted to be at. Astro of course was very upset, hoping that one day perhaps she may return to the same bus with him. But things don't worked out that way, and felt that the bus-trip was a painful journey. He had told himself that love was just a lie which people chose to believe. Then after sometime, a girl named Blythe boarded the bus and they became friends. They shared many things in common, experiences in the past and dreams in the future, both person are so uncannily similiar to one another, just like a mirror image. As time goes by, Astro picked things up again and learned to fall in love again. As for Tinklebell, she realised the importance of someone dear after losing it, sometime wishes that the hands or the clock maybe go counter-clock wise and back to where she was still in the same bus as he does.

The moral of the story is life is like a bus trip, and everyone has their destiny to embark on in life. The bus is like a medium to represent the path we took in life and the other passengers in the bus symbolizes the people we get to meet up in the path we took. People come and go in life and eventually we still need to carry on because the bus never comes to a complete stop. It's human nature that we only appreciate things more upon losing it as we may at times take things for granted. So appreciate what's around us now and never take it for granted as we never know what come after.



Eventually it does not matter who's right or wrong. It's about what we've learned in life and i hope anyone whose reading this will also learn something meaningful out of it. Alrite time to sleep now, got class at 9am. Duhz.

Bambino D 8:00 pm

Who Am I?

Name:Don
Bdae:Month & Date Of An Capricorn
Nicks:CaPriUdoN
Motto:Love is a lie which humans chose to believe
Contact:www.i_love_soba@yahoo.com.sg

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Food:Cha Soba
Drinks:Soya Bean Milk
Indoor:Guitar, drawing, cooking
Outdoor:Singing, soccer, billiard,
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People:Bitch,Slut,Flirt,Jerk,Arsehole,Hypocrite
Things:SYMPATHY
Food:Freaky Stuffs

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When everything is nothing, and nothing is everything
Each day is an endless race like a moth flying aimlessly towards the light
Slowly bit by bit my soul is rotting
I just need to lose myself

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Song: Knockin on Heavens Door

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